i am lost and probably will continue on this journey for years to come. Acceptance of others is what i wanted. I wanted to feel safe and successful thorough the eyes of others, and i realized i can not be accepted were society assassinates things that are different. I have looked for acceptance from my mother, my father, friends, coworkers, extended family and even myself. I will always be different no matter how far I try to blend in, I will forever be the individual self that i am. I will not continue to be unhappy with myself. And now i am once again unhappy with the addition of a better paying job.
think about it this way . I would rather be accepted and happy. than miserable and unaccepted . But i am still wrong. I love me and that is all that i would like to be able to say is that i love and accept me completely. No one will know or love me like I know and love me.
I have worked in retail now for two years and I love customers but i hate the way things are opperating in the retail fields. I mean the strict rules and the heavy workload and the stupid breaks they rarely give. The uniforms and the fact that my hair is unprofessional. Think about it . Not me not my work ethic . but my hair is not "conservative."
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