The longer I live the stronger it becomes apparent I’m ok. I’m Strong on my own. The trurth is. I don’t want to be on my own. I want understanding. Love and compassion. Someone who loves me on my worse days.

Iwant what Is for me. I don’t care about everyone else’s dreams. I realize that It’s going be a long while before happiness meets me. So I’ll have some joy in the mean time. I’m getting to know myself more. Everyday I look in the mirror. I like me a little better.

i. Forgiving myself today for the years of hurt I’ve caused myself. The years of thinking I didn’t deserve better. The years of saying I’m ok with less. Well I’ve reached a time where I’m not not ok with less.

god gave me talents a gifts it’s time I start using them. It’s time I become everything I want to be inside and out.

From my hair to my nails.

From my mind to my style.

To my love and my joy.

To my home and my comfort.

I deserve and will achieve all of my dreams even if that means being on my own.

I desire and deserve more.