I'm sixteen(12th of this month) now. whoop whoop to all the July birthdays. If you forgot My birthday its fine your excused this time ha ha ((like I'm that important) to most anyone other then family and sometimes not even them)!
The point of this note is to remind myself that I am still growing and although I have much of it down; not everything i do is right or perfect. What I have realized about myself the most is, that little to nothing gets to me anymore. Regardless, of if that makes me tuff, hard,insensitive or emotionless; I'm ok with it, because labels don't matter to me. I'm different from most I KNOW THAT. I'm not a religious person by choice and honestly I feel i have more value,selfworth, and pride then most do who are confined to one source of spirituality and/ or way of life.
At sixteen years young i feel so old I feel older the some adults I'm surrounded by, and it can be a blessing and a curse at the same-time. For instance: I'm able to learn from their mistakes without making the same ones myself but then; if the adults act younger then you who do you have to look up to?
who do you tell your dreams,and goals to other then god and a friend you might trust?.. No one ever wants to live in the past but no one every wants to visit the future either. WHY must we stay in the present every day of our lives-It's not going anywhere? but the past is and so is the future.
I don't want to struggle like my mom and dad. I want to have a plan and act on it with god my dreams,hopes, wishes, and goals along with My family and friends. Is any one hearing me ????
I want to know are my thoughts merely away to escape or am I really saying something here.
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